I will hunt you down

We played Carver on Tuesday, in Lax, and I ran pretty well. They were getting really pissed off at us…but that’s their problem, whatever. Lauren ran halfway up the field! It was very amusing and I wished she could have gone all the way, but coach would have definitely gotten furious. We won 6-2.
Today we played against Patapsco and I was VERY eager to win. We improved sooo much. Coach put me on defense because of my ankle, but let me go for the goal whenever I got the ball…except the players still spotted me as the best player and always triple teamed me so I had to pass every time…except for once. There was 20 seconds left on the clock and I had yet to score a goal! I pretty much told Radhika “Can I go score a goal?” and the lovely reply of “Sure go ahead” was heard So I hauled some ass, fought for the ball, and scored with 1 second on the clock, so right after I scored the game was over! I brought our goal count for that game to 10 and we won 10-5!! It was such an improvement!

Wooohooo Pizza party!

If I should die before I wake

I sprained my ankle…great.
Just when my crucial lacrosse games begin, a girl kicks my foot while we fight for a ground ball and it twists inwards as I fall forwards.  All I heard at that moment was ‘CRACKK’ and ‘SHITSHITSHIT’ running through my head.  Shit is right, I sprained my ankle, and it hurt so bad.
This was just the other day, and it was during the Patapsco game, before the first half was even over…UGH.  We lost, but the team improved a lot.

We played Kenwood today, I of course did not participate, except where I was yelling and screaming at the sidelines haha.  It was a close game, 6-9 lost again, but at least the team improved drastically, no doubt.

When my ankle gets better, we shall DOMINATE THEM.

And!  Our Carver game next week is going to be sooo fun, I’m going to take Lauren’s place as goalie, and she is going to be middie…AFTER she scores a goal in her goalie padding haha.  Then it’s my turn

Talk about it, talk about it

I don’t understand why someone would try to act as if my compliments and statements about them [which are positive] are not true. It’s my opinion, and there is obviously a reason for me saying it. Instead of telling me not to say that stuff anymore, why not just take the compliment and let it be? Appreciate the fact that someone out there values you and is telling you just how much they do instead of shooting them down and making them…me…feel like crap.

The modest ‘Noo I’m not’ I understand, but the flat out ‘Please stop saying that’ I really don’t. I’ve realized myself that when I answer modestly towards people when they give me a compliment, they can easily get annoyed so I’ve been trying to just thank them. It’s their opinion and it’s a positive thing about myself so why not?

Anyway I just wanted to say that I gave someone a very nice and praising compliment because they are totally worth it to me, they helped my improve myself, my thoughts, my actions, my words, as well as my relationships in my life, be it with a lover, friend, family, or acquaintance. And I was told to stop…
Great, now I get to keep more stuff to myself and watch out for other people’s reactions.

Live, Love, LAX

I have some catching up to do with my Lax info!

Tuesday we had a game against Carver. I have to admit, they got better since last year. We won the game though, 10-0. Martinez [the coach] didn’t see one of the goals scored, which was by me, and just gave it to someone else! Waa ): But anyway, I made 4, just like the last game. I wasn’t feeling too aggressive that day so I didn’t go for the ball that much. The ground balls were HORRIBLE. Really really bad! For one thing, our team wasn’t doing too great, two – Carver was doing soo many illegal checks, three – the refs weren’t calling any of it! I hate bad refs, really.

Thursday we played Kenwood…and it was such a dangerous game. The checks were all over the place! We lost 10-6 :/ I scored those 6. It was quite silly…one play I ran the WRONG way until I finally realized people were yelling my name, I looked up and I saw Lauren (our goalie) and I was like…”OMG WOOPS!” so I turned around and hustled my little butt down the field and I scored! I fell soo many times and I was hit in the hand…Kenwood is too rough, it’s so bad. If we had good refs, there would be yellow cards flying everywhere on them. I really hate the fact that we keep getting bad refs.

Today we played Patapsco…and it just doesn’t seem like my team is very consistent. I gain the lead, and then we start losing by alot. Then win some more, and lose some more. Until we end up losing. We lost 11-13…it was SOOO CLOSE! I scored 6 I believe. One of my shots actually hit the goalie, but something happened…perhaps she spazzed and the ball went into the goal, counted for me! I trying really hard to help the team win, but I can’t do it all by myself. I’m actually really happy this game that a variety of people scored. Lauren is getting frustrated with herself and she really doesn’t enjoy being the goalie…I didn’t think she should have been in the first place. Not much I can do.

I’m getting tripped in every game and it’s getting annoying :/ I’m also very sore.
I’ll try posting more on time ><

I guess you can call it an all nighter

As we speak I type this, David, Hubert, and John are playing Dota, Eric and Michelle are sleeping, Connie, her mom, and her sister are in the basement sleeping, and my mom is asleep upstairs…and here I am, typing and rambling.
DotA is such an addicting game, I was introduced to it on friday, and we pretty much did nothing else. We all hung out at David’s place and played DotA for 7 hours straight snacking on taquitos, mountain dew, and cookies — until 4 am.
LOW AND BEHOLD, here we are again, but this time in my house playing DotA, but this time, it is 5:30 am. Lovely how I had work all day and I have a badminton tournament in…1 and a half hours…I’m insane I swear! I would be sleeping, but it’s a bit hard when you got these guys playing DotA and it’s getting intense.

Maybe I’ll go sleep for an hour.