Talk about it, talk about it

I don’t understand why someone would try to act as if my compliments and statements about them [which are positive] are not true. It’s my opinion, and there is obviously a reason for me saying it. Instead of telling me not to say that stuff anymore, why not just take the compliment and let it be? Appreciate the fact that someone out there values you and is telling you just how much they do instead of shooting them down and making them…me…feel like crap.

The modest ‘Noo I’m not’ I understand, but the flat out ‘Please stop saying that’ I really don’t. I’ve realized myself that when I answer modestly towards people when they give me a compliment, they can easily get annoyed so I’ve been trying to just thank them. It’s their opinion and it’s a positive thing about myself so why not?

Anyway I just wanted to say that I gave someone a very nice and praising compliment because they are totally worth it to me, they helped my improve myself, my thoughts, my actions, my words, as well as my relationships in my life, be it with a lover, friend, family, or acquaintance. And I was told to stop…
Great, now I get to keep more stuff to myself and watch out for other people’s reactions.

You got it, you got it bad

Ugh, spring break is sooo boring and lame so far. I’ve done nothing productive and I haven’t even seen a movie yet! No running, no practicing, nothing. Just sleep, eat, and watch videos on the old friend, my laptop. I don’t know what to do, I tried to go shopping with the mom today…or rather, yesterday…sunday, and it didn’t go well. You guessed right, because it was Easter…nothing was open. Ugh! The time I could have used my parent’s money for clothes, everything was closed. Anyway, mom has been kind of annoying lately with some of the stuff she’s been talking about, but it’s not important. I don’t want to sleep and waste my spring break, but the more I sit here the more I feel like I’m wasting it anyway. My mind is so retarded, I swear.

RANTRANTRANT! Jeebus.

On a side note, I LOVE JABBAWOKEEZ. They already ARE the best dance crew in America. No questions asked. kthxbye.
And I think I will be taking hip hop classes in April I cannot wait!
I think I’ll get back into breaking and popping because today I was wondering to myself ‘I wonder if I can still do that freeze…’ And not only could I do it, but I could change positions of my legs, it was sweeeet.

…It’s 3:32 am, I sleep too late.